It's September and I'm listening to Christmas carols.

It turns out that the last post was for naught.

I think the reason why I feel so lonely all the time is because the campus is so spread out. I know it seems I'm ragging on this, but hear me out, faithful family and friends. I'm spending just as much time alone as I did at Scripps. I know about as many people as I did the first week of freshman year. The reason I feel so weird is the same as if I spent a semester at UC Berkeley.

If I were to go to the Motley on a random day, I'd see at least five people I knew or recognized. I'd recognize the baristas. I'd recognize the professors. I'd recognize that chick from Toll who dropped her mug and was embarrassingly trying to pick it up with the help of the freshman who just joined Mood Swing.

At a big school, it seems I spend a lot of time doing what I did at Scripps. Walking around, enjoying the scenery, spending far too much money on headphones and the like.

Last night was fun. Honestly, I spent time with people I wanted to spend time with. I met some wonderful people. With classes starting soon, I'm sure I'll meet even more people who are fantastic. With clubs, everything will happen in time.

PMS is a huge bitch.